What Happened?

I wonder what happened to me. Well, that's not entirely true, I guess. I think I know what happened, I just can't prove it. I got my heart stomped on and I collapsed into myself. And then I took myself out of the game. How? I gained a lot of weight. I made myself unattractive. Original, I know. I am just now, 12 years after, beginning to acknowledge the truth of what happened to me. I was madly in love one minute and the relationship was over the next. No big drama. No fight. No cheating. Nothing happened. Well, something did, but you couldn't see it. My love got freaked out and retreated. Couldn't handle the intensity of our love. Seriously. And I couldn't comprehend that, so I just shut down and went on with my life. I'm thinking I'll put myself back together and see what happens.